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Written by: Shawn Chapter 4 in the "Heart and Soul" series. (4/5)
This follows "Beloved"
Chapter (1/2)
Summary: Following Padme's daring rescue of her husband, the Skywalker's
return to Naboo for eight days to heal, unwind, spend time with family, and
deal with their connection to the Dark Side of the Force.
Rated: M Category: Family/Romance/Drama/
Pairing: Anakin and Padme Skywalker
Story Warning: Graphic sexual situations and sensuality.
Timeline: Obviously, knowledge of Star Wars: Episode 1 and 2 is needed.
You must also read the other "Heart and Soul" chapters before this
one. "The Light and the Dark," "Shadows of Winter,"
and "Beloved" This story takes place two days after
"Beloved."
Disclaimer: George Lucas and Lucasfilm owns
everything.
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Authors Notes 1: In this universe the Clone Wars will last three and a
half years. It's commonly known that Anakin and Padm were separated for five
months before Episode 3 when Obi-Wan and Anakin were dealing with the Outer Rim
Sieges. This story picks up two years and four months after Star Wars: Episode
2.
Authors Notes 2: If some of you are concerned about the Pairing notes
above, I ask you to trust me and the story.
Authors Notes 3: Dorme , Padme 's
handmaiden/bodyguard and best friend in this story knows of her marriage to
Anakin. Obi-Wan only suspects more is going on than he knows but elects not to
pry. Padme's entire family is aware of her marriage.
Authors Notes 4: The official Star Wars database provided many of the
details for this story, though some things are my original creations.
Extra Special Thanks: Anne, my Jedi Master of good grammar and all around
help. She's the best. Seriously.
We are all broken and wounded in this world. Some choose to grow strong
at the broken places.
~~ Harold J. Duarte-Bernhardt
Hope is faith holding out its hand in the dark.
~~ George Iles
Gos-Harmony Manor
Senator Amidala's secret private estate near the
Early morning
Naboo
As Padme's soft brown eyes sleepily fluttered open, hard raindrops peppered
the tri-windows stretching around her luxurious bedroom. Illumination suddenly
skittered across the walls courtesy of a burst of lightening as she yawned and
stretched beneath the warm Armanian covers, enjoying the comfortable freedom of
wearing nothing at all. As her mind recalled hearing that a strong series of
storms were gusting through this area of Naboo for the next day or so, she
summoned enough caring to yawn once more. Nature's wild side always made her
sleepy, but as she fully came alert the last thing on her mind was falling back
to twilight.
Her husband was alive and by her side once more.
As dearly romantic as the notion was to sleep in each others arms all night
long, most people tended to shift in their slumber. Padme gently rolled over
onto her side, finding her completely naked husband sound asleep on his back,
softly snoring. A leviathan flood of pure emotion nearly stole her breath away
as she observed the hypnotic rise and fall of his chest as if it were the most
beautiful thing she had ever seen. And it was as the last few days had drained
her life away, though she discovered new reserves of courage she never knew she
possessed.
As well as a desperate, angry drive that saw her draw upon the Force in the
coldest... darkest way she could ever imagine to save Anakin's life. Her eyes
shut to fight off the immense wave of fear and revulsion that swept over
whenever she thought of the people she killed in cold blood no matter the
reasons. Killed by her own hands, and yet not so as
she wielded a Jedi-like skill and power she'd never learned or even knew she
was capable of. But now was not the time to unravel such profoundly intense
mysteries.
Joy lived within her dear gaze as she watched over her husband's peaceful
sleep. She closed her eyes and mouthed a silent pray her mother taught her as a
child in thanks and gratitude for having Anakin back.
Which, in essence, meant having her life back.
Blustering rain created a symphony of natural music that warmed her heart as
she looked upon the love of her life. Lifting a trembling hand, she covered her
mouth to ward off the darkness that had nearly snared her world. All of a
sudden booming thunder in the distance reminded her of raucous applause in a
way she found amusing on some level. Anakin had been torn from her and she had
gone after him and saved him. She succeeded despite overwhelming odds with
their love, the dearest of friends, and even the aid of a man she did not trust
or like.
Going to Palpatine for help went against her every ideal and good common
sense, but when faced with the loss of Anakin her heart demanded ANY help from
ANY source... damn the consequences.
And she was smart enough to know there would be consequences. But that too
was for another day.
Today and the next week were about the Skywalkers and their family rejoicing
together again. There was no room for anything else. Smiling dearly, Padme
counted her many blessings as the thunder storm grew in volume outside her
private estate. The highly acclaimed Senator from Naboo had fame and fortune,
title and power, influence and vast connections.
"Worthless," she silently swore to herself, sighing. Meaningless
when measured against the loss of her husband. Against any
dear life to her heart. When Palpatine declared that Anakin was dead
there was no price she would not pay to have him back. Take every single credit
she possessed, all her worldly possessions and titles she had ever held. None
of them mattered. They never did, but the definition was so much clearer now.
Family, friends, love, and good health were necessitates. Everything else
was window dressing. That lesson was never more clearer
than the moment Anakin opened his eyes in that Bacta tank. The
moment she came alive again as well.
Having indulged their little ritual the first night whenever he returned
home, their clothes were scattered haphazardly across the stained wood floor.
The act of sleeping naked their first reunited night was their way of removing
anything between them. But as Anakin was still recovering from his serious
injuries and the long flight to Naboo, last night's arrival didn't end with a
night of madly passionate lovemaking. Instead they ate dinner in bed like
children, a meal she proudly cooked herself with C-3PO's assistance. They held
each other and talked until they couldn't keep their eyes open any longer, and
then fell asleep side by side.
Padme lovingly watched over him now. Powerful pain-med's saw him sleeping
soundly, allowing her this lazy, early morning time to appraise her Beloved. A
little smile twitched at the corner of her lips as she savored his place in her
life. With barely a scrap of their covers swept over part of his waist, her
eyes drank in the hard lines of sculpted lean muscle covering his body. He was
so powerful and fearsome, yet so loving to her. Like a wild animal tamed only
in her presence. She'd often teased him that his long lashes were almost
feminine, usually resulting in a eye-roll reply. The
new clone skin covering his robotic arm was a mere shade darker than his normal
skin tone, but again was warm and soft to the touch. She had to admit she
really liked it. Of course there were scars here and there, both new and old. Some over his shoulders, along the right side of his chest, deep
into his forearms, and on his left thigh. Badges of honor earned in the
war. Cherished in her eyes, never taking away from his
beauty, but adding to his allure. His sexy naked torso called out to
her, asking that she caress the soft skin, and so she did lazily. Skimming her fingers over HER man.
By the Force and all things holy in this galaxy, Padme claimed ownership
alone over Anakin Skywalker. She had since the moment she married him, but
never more than right now. The Jedi Order would always come a distant second as
she loved this man with all her heart and he was hers first. Hers
always. There would be no debate ever again!
Slipping from beneath the covers, she erased the space between them, her
fingers now gently tracing over the hard muscles of his belly. She loved
touching him so tenderly, now stroking softly over his heart as it beat beneath
her fingertips. He didn't stir at all, soundly asleep and for that she was
thankful. Her husband had notoriously bad dreams that often worried him
greatly. To watch the peaceful slumber he enjoyed now warmed her heart. She
would protect him with her very life.
And kill anything that stood in the way of that protection.
Padme knew she had changed since the war began, and perhaps even moreso
after recent events. Such was the way of life.
As the winds blew wetly across the window-glass, her soft
caress skimmed over his bare hips, gliding over him with a lovers touch.
She bent down and feathered kisses over the scars on his shoulder, eliciting no
response. Good. Let him rest and her play. She needed some quiet, intimate time
with him and this was alright by her. He was safe and sound, by her side where
he belonged.
Her loving journey down his body was a lazy, sensual one as light kisses
swept over his smooth skin until she was grinning mischievously as she quietly
tugged the burgundy covers from over his mid-section. Quite impressive even
when unaroused, the sight of his manhood inspired playful wickedness in her.
The sheer need to tease and pleasure him won out as her gaze roamed his
delicious nude physique.
Her lips faintly brushed kisses down his toned abs, whispering her love
through the affectionate act. She smiled as he snored softly, and so her tongue
trailed a wet path round his navel before her hand delicately curled her
fingers around his manhood. Suddenly his breath hitched when she began casually
stroking him to full hardness. His cock twitched in her small hand, drawing a
low moan from her husband that brought a impish smile
to her face.
"Good morning, Mr. Skywalker," Padme whispered before brushing the
lightest kiss over the head of his shaft. She teased her lips over the crown,
lashing her tongue once over the weeping slit before slowly sinking down around
him.
Groaning lazily awake, sexual awareness coursed through Anakin as the warm,
gentle suction his wife applied caused his hands to clench the bedsheets. He
swallowed hard in the back of his throat as the heat surrounding his cock felt
oh so good. "Padme, baby..." His eyes squinted open to find the
gorgeous curtain of curly brown hair fanned over his lap, her head rising and
falling. His head fell back against the pillow as the warm pleasure drowned over
him, his heels digging into the mattress. His senses were soaring through the
rapture of her making love to him with her mouth. "You're... you're trying
to kill me, aren't you?" he half-gasped.
"Yes, I saved your life to murder you with pleasure. Now hush,"
she teased while applying gentle suction just over the head before sucking him
down deeper until his husky moaning filled her ears. Out the corner of her eyes
she caught sight of his fist clenching at the sheets and smiled around him.
Desire clenched low in her belly as her pursed lips rose and fell around him,
hollowing her cheeks while sucking him just a little harder. Her right hand
began stroking the base while her tongue lapped over the sensitive head. Her name
lifted from his lips to the heavens... his thighs tensed beneath her free hand.
She bathed his cock with her wet tongue, and then took him back inside the
humid confines of her mouth, making love to him once more.
The erotic, shameless music Padme orchestrated left Anakin shaking as her
technique was exquisite to say the least. She was eagerly sucking on him as he
swelled harder inside her mouth. Blue eyes roamed brazenly over her lush
feminine form while the dual stroking and suction deliciously rattled his
senses. Over and over and over again she engulfed his solid
flesh in warm saliva before deeply drawing in and out of her mouth until he
began to tremble from such pleasure. Twitching over her tongue, to
awaken to such a heavenly act was yet another of the million reasons he loved
her beyond all reason and anything. His breathing labored while his legs
quivered as he felt the tell-tale surges of the end nearing. "So
good... almost... almost there, angel."
Slowly lifting her lips off his throbbing, moist cock; she brushed her hair
aside and gazed into his eyes. "I was raised to finish every single thing
that I start."
"You're halfway to the Dark Side already," he teased. She winked,
and the dove back down his cock so fast his head swam. Her fist strokes quickened,
while she sucked harder, pumping him in and out of his mouth until at last his
entire body stiffened and then strained toward her. He cried out her name as
his cock burst in pleasurable surges of wet heat she greedily swallowed without
a second thought.
The act of 'finishing things' like this wasn't ever done for the woman's
enjoyment as the taste was far from what one would consider good. But the sheer
power of the performance, the pleasure to be given and the skill that left such
a deep-seeded impression was what Padme enjoyed most. Her husband found his
deepest, most profound satisfaction in her and her alone. That was priceless in
her eyes.
Gasping softly, she finally relinquished him from her lips, and then rested
her head over his trembling thigh. Sated, drained, and thoroughly satisfied;
she adored the parted lips and eyes-shut expression he wore as his chest rose
and fell powerfully. "Does my husband approve?" His strong arms
reached for her, gathering her up his body as he quickly captured her mouth in
the hungriest of kisses.
By the Force, his loving embrace was what she missed most when they were
apart. She cuddled in his arms, returning his kiss as passionately as it was
given. Her arms curled around his neck, while he tangled a hand in her curly
hair, clutching her down to him. She fully straddled his lower body as her
tongue was drawn into his mouth and suckled. Her sex wept for him as their
desire pulsed red-hot. She felt him slowly begin to harden again, resulting in
her grinning over his lips. "Impressive," she kissed him softly. "Most impressive."
"You'll find I'm full of surprises." Anakin's strong hands
caressed her soft lower back, and then cupped her firm ass, drawing tightly
around the rounded cheeks. She hummed her approval, loving the killer smile
that swept over his face. "Whatever sparked such a magnificent wake up
call?"
"C-3PO suggested it." Pursing her lips, Padme held a straight face
for as long as she could before bursting into laughter at the audacity of her
claim. Her world filled with his amusement as well and she knew she had never
been richer than she was at this very moment. She tenderly caressed his jaw,
noting the light stubble beneath her fingertips. "A wife likes to surprise
her husband every now and then."
Leaning into her touch, he brushed a soft kiss over her palm. "Feel
free to do that any time you please."
"I'll keep that in mind," she eagerly pressed her mouth to his,
kissing him deeply while grinding over the hard length settled against her
center. The sensation over her clit caused her to quiver in his embrace as she
rocked against him. Her finger playfully plucked at his chin. "As for now,
I want you again," she whispered, and then bent down to taste his neck.
"I want you inside me."
Anakin hoisted her up his body enough to wrap his lips around swollen
nipple, suckling passionately. His hands filled with the swells of her breasts,
kneading them while curling his tongue round the pebbled peaks as she held onto
him, allowing him to feast from her. Easing his right hand down, he seductively
graced up her inner thigh until he gently cupped the warm, moist flesh of her
sex. She moaned loudly, shivering over him as his tongue swept circles around
the nipple. A single finger dipped inside her, thrusting until she bent down
over him, resting her face over his shoulder. Sighing, she bit his shoulder as
the finger fucked her harder. Brown eyes closed shut clenched tightly around
his finger. She was so wet for him... He could wait no longer.
"Angel..."
Padme heard his desperate need as it matched her own. Taking him in hand,
she angled back to rest the crown of his cock at her slick entrance, and then
slowly sank him inside all the way down until her thighs settled over his lap.
A sensual, low, "Ahh..." escaped her parted lips as she melted around
the hardness stretching her so deliciously. She felt her husband tense beneath
her as she rose to his tip and then immersed him within her once more. Torrents
of rainfall rushed against the windows surrounding their bedroom as she began
ride him at a steady gallop. His fingernails dug into her hips as she rocked
him inside her, the sheer sense of being filled so deeply caused her to squeeze
around him on her every descent.
Anakin heard her softly sobbing his name, watched her sex sheath around him
so hotly as she rose up and down, making love to him with such an erotic
rhythm. She moved hypnotically, the incredible vision she made with her head
thrown back, all bushy curls and rosy lips as she rode him. The tight ring of
her inner muscles closed around him, slicking his shaft as he sank inside her
tightness. His entire world centered on where they were so intimately
connected, guiding her riding now as he hands filled with the supple curves of
her backside.
Suddenly she bent forward, her emotion-lit eyes gazing into
his own. She threaded her fingers through his, lifting his hands from
her hips high until they were on either side of his head. "I'm the pilot
this morning, Master Jedi." Her mouth crashed down on his as she began
fucking her husband with long, hard rocking thrusts of her slender hips.
"Love you," she panted hotly around his questing tongue. "Love
you so much."
Cupping the back of her head, Anakin held her to his mouth, devouring her
lush lips ferociously while arching his hips. Their sweaty, aggressive
thrusting amplified such intense pleasure her lovely features twisted into
something so uniquely primal he gasped at the sight of her. "Mine,"
he growled as her body clenched and spasmed around him as she couldn't control the
lustful noises escaping her throat.
A litany of "Ahhs..." fled Padme's kiss-swollen lips as a intense, mind-shattering climax throttled through her. She
buried him so deep inside her womb, squeezing him through one hot, quivering
wave after another, her hands grasping his so tightly, her entire body writhing
until as long last she gently slumped over him. Panting heavily, she released
his hands, softly peppering his neck with little kisses.
"Need you!" Anakin grunted so loudly as
he swept her in his arms, and then over and beneath him on one smooth maneuver.
"By the Force, you're so beautiful, Padme."
Padme cried out when he drove every inch of himself into her. Slender, toned
arms wrapped around his neck, her eyes tightly shut as the air fled her lungs.
"Ani...ohAniyes..." Her teeth rattled as they crashed into each
other, the raunchy sound of flesh slapping erotically together accompanied the
heady scent of them that seared the air. She felt so full of him, her teeth
grazing his throat as their bodies collided. "Love you... so much."
"Padme..." With shadows of the thunder storm darkening through the
rich emerald green drapes, Anakin fucked his wife hard! She was the very heart
of him, now writhing below him now, the soft skin of her belly trembling against
his own. She was so painfully ravishing with strands of her curly, brown hair
spilling over the white sheets. Her sex drew so tightly around hum, so hot he
couldn't stop moaning as she felt so damn good. With a roar his mouth claimed
hers, claimed the sweet taste of her soft lips and the richness inside while
his body claimed her very soul. "My Angel."
"Always!" she swore as her nails dug into his shoulders, her lower
body meeting his every thrust. Her belly and thighs were glistening with sweat
as his hard cock brushed intense sensation over her clit, causing her to
tremble with every forceful thrust of his hips. The bed-springs sang, while the
headboard rocked back against the wall in chorus. Her nipples rubbed sensuously
over his heaving chest as he labored over her. When his head bent down she
cried out the moment her nipple pulled tight inside the warmth of his suckling
mouth. Her heels drove into his backside, urging his passion as they fucked as
one, harder... grunting... straining... kissing violently... crashing into each
other until the intensity grew white-hot as they flew over the end of ecstasy.
Burying himself fully one last time, Anakin burst inside
her, the pulsing surges of his seed triggering her own climax as they rode each
other through the little death... their cries defying the mighty thunder
outside.
And then there was peace.
Gasping for breath, Padme gently reminded her husband, "Honey, you're
kinda heavy."
"Sorry," he replied sheepishly, smiling. Anakin gently pulled
away, and then fell down beside her on his back. His chuckles grew as he could
only imagine the picture they made. The bed was a disaster. The air hung with
the heady scent of their love making. Turning to his Angel, her lovely brown
hair was ten shades of a mess, though sans any makeup she was still beautiful
beyond words. Their bedsheets felt damp against his skin and the covers were
long since kicked onto the floor. But he was thrilled by his wife and
thoroughly satisfied. "Senator Amidala, how are you doing this fine morning?"
His sarcasm was infectious. "I'm quite well, Master Jedi" She
tapped a finger to her lips in mock contemplation. "In fact, I seem to
be..."
"Satisfied?"
"Not entirely." He poked her side with a finger, eliciting a
giggle as she was ticklish there. "What?"
"If you want more, milady, it's gonna have to be a solo act,"
Anakin snickered. "Not that I'd mind watching."
"I, my dear husband, am thoroughly sexually satisfied," she
returned his poke and then arched a royal brow. "What I am in need of is
food and alot of it. I seem to have worked up quite a
appetite."
"You do know I programmed 3PO with over thirteen-hundred recipes. He's
far more than a protocol droid."
"I do not think he would appreciate it if we called him a
Chef-droid."
"He will do as his maker commands," Anakin snickered. "What
do you want, my love?"
Resting her arms behind her head, Padme considered the question. "I am
in desperate need of pancakes topped with fresh strawberries."
"Thy will is my command."
"... I like the sound of that."
"Thought you might," Anakin laughed as he rose to sit up, brushing
his hand over his face. Gazing down at the beauty of his beloved, he tugged her
to his side, and then pulled her back to his chest. Hid arms curled around her
waist. His chin dipped to her shoulder, and then he sighed. "Are you
alright?"
"No," she replied truthfully as a sudden wave of emotion crested
fresh tears in her eyes. To much had happened in
recent days and the sheer weight of it all still took its toll on her. She took
a deep, calming breath. "I will be in time. For now, things are..."
She turned in his arms. "I just want the next days to be spent with you
and our family. I need to make peace with what happened and I'm sorry that I
haven't wanted to talk about every crucial detail." She paused.
"There are things you will want to... need to know."
Kissing her shoulder, Anakin held her tighter. He felt her arms cross his as
they now held each other. "In your own time and your own
way."
His patience with her was legendary. She would love no other as she loved
him. The feeling was simply endless. "Thank you."
"You're welcome. Now go make my pancakes."
"Master Jedi?"
"Yes?"
"Don't make me kick your ass. And apparently I can do it." He
tickled her until she swatted him across the face with the nearest pillow.
"Get MY protocol droid to make my pancakes now."
"Yes, my Master." Anakin swatter her with
the pillow, then ran naked out the bedroom.
Grinning, Padme stared at his gorgeous ass running off. "He's going to
turn me to the Dark Side one day. I just know it."
The End of Chapter 1
Next Chapter: Anakin tries to help Pooja and Ryoo understand what
happened. Padme realizes a little thing she forgot and it drives Anakin crazy
with desire. The Skywalker's face their connection to the Dark Side and make a
startling discovery.